Wednesday 25 September 2013

him first

hai lama tak update blog.
now rase nak cakap psl someone yg aku suka.
hmm crush aku time form 2. 
aku taktau nak cakap apa psl dia.
dia tu badai kat skolah dia.
layan perempuan pun macam apa je.

aku suka dgn cara dia.
dia tak pernah cakap psl cinta.
smpai aku pun tanya jela dia psl study.
hmm msti dia bored kan.
tbh, aku bored la jugak text dgn dia
sebab dia bls mcm tu aje.

tp aku respect dia.
maybe dia tak suka layan perempuan sgt.
and aku rase terharu la jugak.
bila dia dtg open house kat rumah aku.
siap bawa family lg.

dah la rumah kteorg dekat je.
5 min pun dah sampai.
time open house kat rumah. dia ada suruh aku tgkp gmbr dia
guna phone dia.
and bila aku on fb, aku tgk dia buat dp gmbr tu :)
and aku ada tgkp gmbr aku dgn dia pakai phone aku.
aku buat gmbr tu jd twitcon aku.

hmm, dia ada paskan flyer and barang kat aku.
dia bg buku tips pelajar cemerlang..
button badge nama dia
and button badge skolah dia..
keychain
chopstick
and pen.

aku simpan benda tu dlm loker.
and buttom badge nama dia kat beg.
:)

tbh, aku terharu gilaaa.
mula2 bukak, aku mcm biase je sbb aku taknak terima barang dari sesiapa
 except dia.
nak dia yg kirim..
memnang mustahil.
tp aku rase terkejut gilaa sbb dia yg bg.
he said 
 "YOUR LIAM PAYNE"

oh god!!!!
and dia bg as frienship..
hmm takpela.
tp aku ada la jugak baca status dia kat fb psl friendship.
and dia dia tulis

Friend...something that we should proud of i think,
but i was wrong,because think like that n i never n ever
be friend with someone that "USELESS'' to me.....

maksud dia aku ke?
aku ada buat salah ke?
kenapa dia tak cntct aku skrg?
nak je aku tanay knpe dia tak cntct aku kat fb ke..
tp takpela.
itu hak dia..
maybe sbb kami dop asrama skrg.
time cuti jela.
boleh text kan.
hmm.  mesti dia perasan yg aku suka dia.
hahaha.
lawak la dia nih.
aku suka berkawan dgn dia.
aku kenal erti persahabatan dari cinta yg ntah pape.

he said 
"SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING"

hm aku stuju.
sekarang ni aku makin mangat nak study.
dia bg aku buku tips pelajar cemerlang.  
kalau lelaki lain msti dah bg novel cinta.
tp dia lain.
dia mendorong aku ke arah persahabatan yg suci
cehhh ayat. haha lol.
aku baca buku tu.
berguna jugak.
thanks awak.

kalau awak baca ni, sy ada something nak bgtau awak yg sy tak mampu ckp straight forward kat awak. sy taknak awk pndg sy as perempuan murahan. sy nak awak pndg sy as sahabat awak.

tbh,

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

 and,,

I still remember the first day we met
We were too shy to say much at all
It's funny to think back to that time
Because now we're having a ball!

They say that true friendship is rare
An adage that I believe to be true
Genuine friendship is something that I cherish
I am so lucky to have met you.

Our bond is extremely special
It is unique in it's own way
We have something irreplaceable
I love you more and more each day.

We've been through so much together
In so little time we've shared
I will never forget all the moments
that you've shown me how much you cared.

Friends are forever
Especially the bond that you and I possess
I love your fun-filled personality
Somehow you never fail to impress.

The world could use more people like you
it would certainly be a better place
I love everything about you
You are someone I could never replace.

You are always there for me
When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that
You are truly an extraordinary gift.

You are everything to me and more
I could never express that enough
Life is such a treacherous journey, and
Without you it would be even more tough.

Our story will continue to grow
With each passing day
Because I trust that with you by my side
Everything will always be Okay.

You are so dear to me
You know I will love you until the end
I will always be there for you, and
You will always (and forever) be my best friend.
 

hm,,  adakah dia mmg ikhlas ke dalam persahabtan kami?

atau layan kerana terpaksa?
kerana ingin menjaga hati aku?
atau saja2  saja?
atau jujur mahu mengenali aku?
hmmm
hanya dirinya sendiri yang tahu..
tbh, perasaan suka dah hilang kerana muncul persahabatan antara kami.
sorry la ayat mcm jiwang sgt.haha.
tak kesah la. ni blog aku.
bye

nak tahu lagi pasal kami?hm lol